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Journal Entry: Thu Jun 12, 2008, 2:51 PM
Hey guys!
I have some good news and some bad news. Bad news Comes first so we end on a light note. <3

FIRST
Well, first off, I had two finals today which I hopefully passed, I think I did well there were only a few questions that I didn't know.
SECOND
This has been going on for quite a while, but this one guy on youtube, LOLZWARRIOR02 if you want go and spam his inbox, please do so.'Cause he's been making extremely rude comments to:
Veveisme
Nekowtf
bobnewby
Animentalcosplayer
And anyone else he classifies as a Kingdom hearts fan, or a Narutard.
I know that it may seem that on here that yeah, I do like the anime Naruto quite a bit, because it's almost all I post, And I apologize for only putting that on here.
I've been getting quite lazy because I've only been updating with pictures, that are from spring break.
I have drawn quite a bit more.
Now that it's summer, I'll probably draw more and update with more crap.
ANYWAYS, He's just a jerk, who in my opinion is sorta racist.
If you pick on someone just because they like something, isn't that racist? You don't even know the person, you just know that they like one thing, hence:hatred. What the hell?
Just like that one button - Hate the fandom not the fans.
Yet another example of a bully one that is anonymous and would probably never say such things to your face, yet is a cowardly ball of scum who hides on the internet.
THIRD
Has anyone had to deal with bullies at school?
Over Middle School years, They were always there.
Snide little comments, Rumors, Turning people against you, and eventually just treating you like you're retarded.
WELL, after 7th grade I thought it was over. That year was hell. After pondering for a while, I came to the conclusion that they must be so bored with their lives that this is all they have to do. Since shopping till dropping gets boring, wasting money, and dressing like prostitutes.
Today, after one of my finals, a friend and I started doodling all over the board. Nothing anime related mind you. Just random crap that basically had to do with summer and how happy we were.
Like
'Shmen was here!'
and
'SUMMER!'
When one prep - we'll call her potato. xD
Came up and grabbed the eraser and started to get rid of all of our writing.
When I asked potato to stop she answered with a:
MEH!
Finally when she had erased everything. She went away. Her two cronies laughing and pointing at us.
So, obviously, we set off to work again. Only Potato came back and started to erase AGAIN. So I grabbed her arm and asked:
"Can you stop? Please?"
She only smiled and began to erase again.
So this time I grabbed her arm and eraser, and took it away from her.
She started to smack me on the arm.
Finally with my arm all red, she retreated back to her friends. Who continued to laugh at her or us I don't remember.
And I asked them:
"Are you really that bored that you do this instead? Do really have that little of a life?"
They didn't answer that.

ON A BRIGHTER PLANET~

Anime expo is in 20 days, and my sweet sixteen only in 19! AND THE FACT THAT IT IS SUMMER!
YES!
That's all for now sorry this journal entry was so negative. I just had to get that out.
It's like the stomach flu =]

~SARU/Anthon

PS. We took off the comments on cosplaynoob, but you can still see a few on Veve's page on youtube and the following accounts that were named above.

  • Mood: Vengeful
  • Listening to: thnks fr th mmrs - Fall out boy
  • Watching: Stardust
  • Eating: Faeries
  • Drinking: MONSTER

Tagged?

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 16, 2008, 6:51 PM
[1] Firstly, how into yaoi are you?
It makes me giggle, and laugh my ass off.

[2] When and how did you get into yaoi? What was your first yaoi pairing/series?
Anime expo 2007 thank you Kiba, Sakura, and Gaara

[3] Honestly, how obsessed are you with yaoi? Do you consider yourself a fujoshi?
Not that obsessed, But I'll go for like any apiring if it makes somewhat sense.

[4] What’s your favorite yaoi manga? Anime? Mangaka/artist? Game? Live action show/movie?
Boy prince. it's AMAZING
Gaara needs to lend me gravitation.

[5] What’s your all-time favorite yaoi couple? Your next favorite(s)?
Crack ones.

[6] What yaoi pairing(s) do you hate above all others?
There's some that don't make anysense, and just aren't funny and would totally not work. D:

[7] Which do you like more, the seme or uke?
SEME.

[8] In RPs/real life/whatever, are you usually the seme or the uke?
It depends who I'd be with. I've been raped... by several people... >>

[9] Do you prefer canon or slash?
BOTH. Even though slash is pretty funny.

[10] Do you prefer just straight (ha!) boy on boy action, or do you like a little plot thrown in?
Random is magic. end of story

[11] Is there anything else you’d like to add about yaoi?
I haven't really seen that much.

[12] Do you have anyone you’d like to tag?
:iconnoriko-san: :iconkaji-risu: :iconnekochan33: :iconmisukexgaara:

  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: Magic
  • Watching: Family Guy
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Faeries
  • Drinking: Faerie Blood

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 8, 2008, 12:20 PM
The first 10 deviants who post in this journal will be featured. I will go though your gallery and choose 3 of your deviations I like the most and post them in my journal for everyone to see!

The catch?
You have to put this in your journal as well if you posted!

1. Veveisme. :iconveveisme:

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There. Sorry I took so long. Really I'm sorry! D=

  • Mood: High
  • Listening to: When You were Young
  • Watching: Malcom in the middle
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

Wtf is wrong with you life?

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 28, 2008, 5:55 PM
1) Full Name: AJF AHJIFF.

2) Male/Female: Girl.... <3

3) Were you named after anyone: My name is original! except for my middle name wich was my grandmother's maiden name.

4) Does your name mean anything: I actually had to look this one up, you guys should be proud. Amna means safety.... Here we go, Anna - It appears briefly in the New Testament belonging to a prophetess who recognized Jesus as the Messiah. It was also borne by an 18th-century empress of Russia and by the main character in Tolstoy's 'Anna Karenina', a woman forced to choose between her son and her lover.

5) Nick Name(s): Saru, cheerios, popcorn, anne.

6) What do you think you look like: 5'7" fifteen year old that is a little pycho and is constantly scrambling to keep her act together. Btw, I have blonde hair

7) Date of Birth: July 3rd, 1992

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: SAN DIEGO

9) Nationality: Canadien, Irish, Scottish, and third generation californian? Does that even count?

10) Astrology Sign: CANCER

11) Chinese Astrology: monkey

12) Religion: None currently, I sorta lost faith in god a while ago D:

13) What's your favorite smell: A barn, freshly baked goods? The ocean.

14) Political Position: Whoever sounds like they know what they're doing and they actually have a plan.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning: Chocolate milk

16) Hair+Eye color: Blond and blue. The perfect german. :D

17) Do you look like anyone famous: Some one blonde. I don't really know that many celebrities.

18) What do you look like: Tall, and a clutz. i probably sound foolish alot.

19) Any unusual talents: Plays trombone and i can make a variety of strange voices?

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous: Right

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: Who gives a shit?

22) What do you do for a living: A STUDENT YES!

23) What do you do for fun: Swimming at the cove, <3 lots of other crap. Blowing bubbles and sitting out on my roof.

24) What kind of material do you like to use: Anything i can get my hands on.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with: Photo shop has always had an appeal...

26) Have you met your grandparents: Yes and i love them all. :D
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: FRIENDS

28) Crush: One, Wyatt.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could: Too old.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): Whoever actually reads this stuff. :D

32) Favorite place to be: The cove, and my friends. BOTH!

33) Least favorite place to be: Middle school.

34) Do you burn or tan: Red Like a lobster

35) Ever break a bone: not yet. :]

36) What is your favorite cereal: Reeses puffs! FTW.

37) Person you cry with: My little sister, friends, family.



Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: YES. She can be really cocky sometimes but i love her becuase she's always worried about me.

39) Any brothers: None.

40) Any pets: Two, hoping to be four. GIVE ME THOSE DAMN GOLD FISH MR. RANKIN!

41) An Illness: The Mr. Snufflekins Viris?

42) Pager: Nope

43) A personal phone line: None

44) A cell phone: Oui, je fais c'est sur le bureau. Try to translate THAT.

45) A visible birthmark: A broken heart right above my ass.

46) A pool or hot tub: Neither

47) A car: Not yet. ;o;


Decribe Your:

48) Personality: I can easily make friends with anyone, unless they're stuck up bitches that have nothing to do but sit and talk about other people, cutting them down. D:<

49) Driving: Not yet~

50) Your clothing style: T shirts jeans, sorta punkish - I shop at hot topic, American Eagle, and Aeropostle. What a weired combonation eh?

51) Room: Bed, desk, warddrobe that leads to my imagination, posters, bookshelf, and sterio.

52) What's missing: My mom, my cousin's HEALTHY heart, two gold fish, and mashed potatoes.

53) School: highschool!

54) Bed: Two pillows, comforter, sheet, and squishy goodness.

55) Relationship with your parents: Doing okay, lots of grief recently.

56) Do you believe in yourself: Not as much as I'd like to.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: A little, though love sorta died for me.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: Most of the time, but When i get bored, i don't listen.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share: Somehow to make a difference to the world, and myself.


Do you:


60) Get Along with your parents: Most of the time. Only when Grades aren't brought up.

61) Save your emails: I look at them but i don't usually delete. unless it's FACE BOOK ARG.

62) Pray: Only when I'm really desperate, which hasn't happened in like two years.

63) Believe in reincarnation: there was a rock that killed hitler, a mocking bird that got shot, and a jypsy.... I can't remeber everyone else's.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day: Like when I get home from school and right before i got to bed.

65) Like to talk on the phone: Only to my friends

66) Like to eat: Mashed potatoes, steak, asparagus, spinage, chocolate, apple&;pumkin pie, turkey, chicken, Beeeeeeeeef, knutella.

67) Like to exercise: Swimming in the sea! Playing Tag. Games not straight excersise.

68) Like to watch sports: PLAYING. NOT WATCHING. I shout myself horse.

69) Sing in a car: Always will. Even when everyone in the car gets pissed off.

70) What is a dream that you have all the time: Different but always on the subject of peterpan and me flying, or me getting eaten by sharks or The mighty Tyrannosaurus rex.

71) Dream in Color: Same as above.

72) Do you have nightmares: they're either really creepy or extremely disturbing.

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: STITCH from AX

74) Right next to you: Chives

75) On your coffee cup: Moon and stars

76) On your mouse pad: Men carrying computers.

77) Your favorite flavor of gum: Watermelon, or cotton candy.

78) Your brand of deodorant: Dove

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Japan, Mexico, Alaska, and San Fransisco

80) Your dream wife/husband: i have no idea. My friends for the lulz. i'm supposedly they're bitch.

81) Hiding in your closet: A vampire with yellow eyes, bald, and is sucking out my soul. :D

82) Under your bed: Stuff from when I was two.

83) The name of your closest/best friend: eveyone at school. I love you all and you know that.

84) Your bad time of day: the morning.

85) Your worst fear(s): Watching my loved ones, die in front of me.

86) What's the weather like: Sunny and warm.

87) What's your favorite time of year: SUMMER

88) Your favorite holiday: Halloween

89) A material weakness: Silk

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: Sea urchin egg sushi

91) The top of your "to do list": Go to Ax, and/or comic con

92) The hardest thing about growing up: Dealing with other people

93) A pet you want: GOLDFISH.

94) Your scariest moment: When i almost choked to death. LAME.

95) Your attitude about love: Gushy mush, that i can deal without.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: :D I need to think

97) The worst feeling in the world: Letting your loved one's down

98) The Best feeling in the world: Having people who love you.

99) Who sent this to you: No one i stole it off of :iconormsqueak:

Edit: YO ALOE VERA!
"I'll play with you kids some other time..."

  • Mood: High
  • Listening to: When You were Young
  • Watching: Malcom in the middle
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

Sorry.. >>

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 6, 2008, 6:41 PM
Blame :iconnekochan33:

Now for a little fortune telling...
1. Who am I? Famous Last words - My chemical romance
Comments -- it works, i will go on Dammit!
2. Why am I here? Animal i have Become - One-X
Comments -- Lolz... I'm in hell?
3. What's my theme song? Dirty little secret - All american rejects
Comments -- no comment
4. How's tomorrow gonna be? A little sixteen less sixteen candles a little more touch me
Comments -- Someone's mad at me, or I'm mad at someone... that's going to happen? OR, I'm going to be late for the carpool.
5. What does ______ really think of me? Catch me when i fall - Ashlee Simpson
Comments -- What? This makes sense and it's making me fucking depressed! >:B
6. What's this school year going to be about? Let love in - Googoo dolls
Comments -- I am seriously hating itunes right now... =/
7. Is something bad going to happen in the near future? Highschool never ends - bowling for soup
Comments -- I'm not going to graduate highschool! =D lulz... I hope not
8. What's the government going to do next? Maneater - Nelly Furtado
Comments -- Oh god no.
9. What's my best friend doing right now? Killing me softly with his words - Roberta Flack
Comments -- problems at somewhere? you guys okay?
10. What does my iPod/MP3 thing about me? Candy Man - Christina Aguilera
Comments -- I love you ipod, but not THAT much...

Last section! These next questions are all about music
1. I absolutely LOVE this song!: But It's better if you do - Panic at the Disco
Comments -- I love this song, it's so Friggin' awesome! <3 *starts dancing*
2. I have no clue why this song is still on my music player: Build god then we'll talk - Panic! at the disco
Comments -- idk, becuase i love it?
3. This song has AMAZING lyrics: Camisado - Panic at the Disco
Comments -- They confuzzle me.
4. The band that does this song is one of my favorites:Stupid Girls - Pink
Comments -- One of my favorites, and this song makes me fucking LAUGH
5. My dad loves this song: The hell song - Sum41
Comments -- I'm almost positive he has no idea that this song even exists.
6. My mom can't stand this song: Iris - Googoo Dolls
Comments -- My mom hates the radio station that it's played on the most..
7. I have a sibling who enjoys listening to songs by this band: Time to dance - PATD
Comments -- mathilda likes one song from them . Failure
8. One of my best friends hates the band that does this song: The kill - 30 secounds to mars
Comments -- I think we all like this song, correct me if I'm wrong...
9. I got this song off a mix CD: So much for my happy ending - Avril Lavigne
Comments -- Nope
10. This song is on a movie soundtrack: Barbie girl - Aqua
Comments -- Maybe?
11. Share a memory involving this song in comments: Dance, Dance
Comments -- Homecoming this year, and lots of other crap
12. I've played this song on repeat before: Hurt - Christina Aguilera
Comments -- yeppers
13. This song is on the band's Greatest Hit's CD: Into the night - Santana
Comments -- yep.
14. I love dancing to this song!: Miss Murder - AFI
Comments -- it's what i do when i wake up, depending if i feel like it!
15. This song gets me every time I hear it: Beautiful Disaster - Kelly Clarkson
Comments -- It makes me think of stuff, why so many depressive songs!?
16. This song is great to listen to when you're angry: The only difference between... PATD
Comments -- Idk, my bff Jill?
17. I love the music video for this song: Big girls don't cry - Fergie
Comments -- I've never seen it.
18. I've seen the band that performs this song live: Why Can't I - Liz Phair
Comments -- That'd be cool, xD
19. Is this song better to listen to at night, in the morning, or in the afternoon?: Lollipop - Aqua
Comments -- both
20. I haven't listened to this song in so long!: Move Along - All American rejects
Comments -- lol, Maybe like a month?

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I've been really tired recently. grag. Beeed.

Also, guys I've been sorta feeling . . . I don't know... lonely?
I mean Neko and Nezumi have been doing a bunch of stuff recently, I haven't seen Mizuki in what seems like forever, and I haven't been hanging out with you guys for like what? a week? And I know that yes, that's not so much and I shouldn't be complaining, but I absolutely hate it when I'm alone. Also, that I've been feeling sorta unloved also because i feel like I need a guy. It makes me feel sorta pathetic, but yeah. i guess I'm being sorta selfish, sorry. i just needed to say that. whew,
I hope no one gets mad at me over this...
P.S. Can we do something over the weekend, Like a slumber party? I don't care where.
Also, Risu, we're making you a card or something. >D

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Kidnap the sandy claws
  • Reading: Confidential Confessions
  • Watching: Malcom in the middle
  • Eating: Beef jerky
  • Drinking: chocolate milk